the new day!!!

This is a new day !!!!! i got to know certain things.... will try to adjust with that... !!! can i do much ??? NO .....

I already quit interfering in others life.... "Live and Let Live..." i cant die for someone.... unless i am in love with !!! ..... :D lust have ... no such commitments..

The day was totally waste...i did lot of mindwork ... i love thinking ...!!! about me.. what i am doing..?? what i should not do..!! ? what to do in such a case...

Today was my friends birthday..!! one of my friend had come from a long distance for this occassion.... the day went fine... we had a small party ... three of us ... !! had dinner .. i had a gud time..!! ..........right ??

These days i'll remember for a lifetime.... dont know why?? these two persons are important to me for different reasons... dont wanna mention the reasons here...

I dont know ... i love passing my time with these two.... we have nothing in common ..... as i can see... three different personalities... but still we are with each other... or i am with these two... i cant find the actual chemistry.. :p ... let it go... i dont wanna go in deep... but i love both of two....

i hope i matter same to both.. i am sure..... but priorities change with time.... maybe i'll change... not possible though ............... it doesnt matter though... but.. it matters sometime.... :D ..

Neways... party was fine ..!! and i am back home speeding through the night ...!! did i mention that i love speed.. in life ....and in driving.... dangerous though but .... it thrills... i am notorious for that.. :D... but i am alwayz aware what i am doing and i do care about others doing that...

nothing more to write..... apart from that sweet little party .. the... whole day was crap.... i dint do a single thing meaningful.. watched friends.. and laughed a lot... slept.. cooked... thts all..

I love these types of sundays :D

one more thing to say ..... one can be more happy on oneself's b'day !! i know the coming days are hard... but live in today and njoy to fullest..... thts the funda..!!

Its late have to sleep and have to wake up early..!! office 2morrow... will post soon ..
GN