I Need a change !!!!

Hey !!! it seems i am posting regularly... never thought that i can do this... but see this is happening. Lets see for how many days it'll continue. Till now i really posted no-nonsense in all my blogs, so i was thinking of posting some meaningful... something that is gud to read for people around here...

And ...its just a thought at this time!!!... i thought and i started to post.. cant expect me too quick in that so i am not expecting some thing meaning ful.

The day in office was boring and ... i cudnt help!!! i went to office late... coz i knew... most people will be on leave... this thing happen to such days that .. got sandwitched between holidays.. and weekends.

I dint went to home place... Vikram was coming...!! and i needed to be here.. so i am here..

Yesterday i talked to some of my friends.... to whome i havn't talked for some time... i am searching ..rather recollecting (trying...!) to recollect my friends... first time in my life i am feeling like i am short of friends.... dont know why ???... i am having a large pool of friends... right now...

I want someone .... with whome i can share anything...without worrying about what what he/she will feel... but some people are sooooooo... formal ... i dont know how they are managing friends.. it felt like they are bound to behave like that..... someone controlling them...

No ..i cant share my .... feelings with such persons.... and this happens generally with my friends of opposite sex...

So what ... ?? i missed my guitar classses today...!! :-( no conveyance with me... i came early from office and there is nobody to keep an eye ... on whos comin and whos goin :D..

tomorrow is holiday !! so can sleep at night... it doesnt matter though.... i alwayz sleep well after midnight... :)

Lets cut the crap ...!! this post was just to test what i mentioned in starting.... :-p ... doesnt seems like i put a single meaningful line :D

the new day!!!

This is a new day !!!!! i got to know certain things.... will try to adjust with that... !!! can i do much ??? NO .....

I already quit interfering in others life.... "Live and Let Live..." i cant die for someone.... unless i am in love with !!! ..... :D lust have ... no such commitments..

The day was totally waste...i did lot of mindwork ... i love thinking ...!!! about me.. what i am doing..?? what i should not do..!! ? what to do in such a case...

Today was my friends birthday..!! one of my friend had come from a long distance for this occassion.... the day went fine... we had a small party ... three of us ... !! had dinner .. i had a gud time..!! ..........right ??

These days i'll remember for a lifetime.... dont know why?? these two persons are important to me for different reasons... dont wanna mention the reasons here...

I dont know ... i love passing my time with these two.... we have nothing in common ..... as i can see... three different personalities... but still we are with each other... or i am with these two... i cant find the actual chemistry.. :p ... let it go... i dont wanna go in deep... but i love both of two....

i hope i matter same to both.. i am sure..... but priorities change with time.... maybe i'll change... not possible though ............... it doesnt matter though... but.. it matters sometime.... :D ..

Neways... party was fine ..!! and i am back home speeding through the night ...!! did i mention that i love speed.. in life ....and in driving.... dangerous though but .... it thrills... i am notorious for that.. :D... but i am alwayz aware what i am doing and i do care about others doing that...

nothing more to write..... apart from that sweet little party .. the... whole day was crap.... i dint do a single thing meaningful.. watched friends.. and laughed a lot... slept.. cooked... thts all..

I love these types of sundays :D

one more thing to say ..... one can be more happy on oneself's b'day !! i know the coming days are hard... but live in today and njoy to fullest..... thts the funda..!!

Its late have to sleep and have to wake up early..!! office 2morrow... will post soon ..
GN

starting comments...!!!

hmmm....
i'll start posting rubbish from 2morrow :P